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encouragement needed on path to enlightenment..

I come here not to offer you sympathy, nor pity as you had mentioned, but... actually, I'm not quite sure, myself.

I just feel the need to inform you that:

God has never left your side. He never leaves anyone's side.

WE leave Him.

WE always have had the choice. He knocks at our door. And we have always had the choice whether or not to answer.

..So.... are you going to get the door?

All you have to do is say the word.

Enough of silly, far-too-formally constructed prayers. Its time you make it personal. Talk to him with your own words.

And.. one last thing I could not help but notice: Are you really an authoress? Because.. I am a novice writer- Ok, ok, so I'm a little hispanic girl who writes fanfiction and has a dream of one day spreading the message of NOT what comes after life, but what IS life. How we're not here to concentrate on what comes after, we're here to live for today!

Oooppsss, I've drifted from the point! SORRY! I tend to do that alot... Ay, Dios mio! this message is long! <:( I hope I haven't wasted your time, and that you can put this to some good use...

~Yasu

[PrismOfART]
2008-11-15 17:33:22

Today, maybe tomorrow..

((((((((((((((((((((9Beth)))))))))))) Thank YOU soooooo much for the note, the love and the prayers! I love YOU tons as well! You are such a Blessing in my life!

  I'm wondering how YOU are doing? Drop me a note when time allows and let me know.

  I miss you when you're away but know that you are busy with positive things!Smile

    Have a Blessed week!,

              Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-09-02 09:05:18

Today, maybe tomorrow..

  I wanted to add bubbles to my diary...But couldn't remember what the actual listing was....I can't find it...Please let me know.

   Gratitude and love,

         Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-08-06 14:33:23

Today, maybe tomorrow..

Dear One,

     Thank you so much for the wonderful notes..Forgive me for taking so long to respond but I've only been online breifly due to Wayne being off work.

    I was soooo very happy to read your note today and to know that God is moving so fast in your heart and mind and turning your thoughts around...I am so grateful that He has enabled you to remember who you TRULY are...His beautiful and precious daughter!  I'm so grateful that He has blessed you with friends who love and apprecitae you! I'm so grateful that your self-esteem is rising!Smile These ARE answer to our prayers!

   I've been thanking God for you each morning and praying for you faithfully! 

  Thank YOU for sharing with me about your mom and about how you have overcome the pain and come to a place where she is your best friend! That was a message from God that filled me with Great Hope!Smile

     I praise Him for you and for your good days!

    I love you sooooooo very much...can't wait to hear from you again.

    Hugs, Love and Prayers,

             Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-08-06 11:13:18

Today, maybe tomorrow..

Hey Girl,

Don't get down on yourself too much. It's a miracle how God works in our heart. One day we feel angry, full of resentment, and a week or two later, it's gone and we don't know how it happened. One summer a number of years ago, I was extremely depressed. I knew the only way out was to keep reading my bible until it passed, I didn't feel anything, I didn't want to do it, but i was determined to keep at it until I heard from God and then one day I was excited about reading the bible again.

I know it was God and he did it for me. I have been a Chirsitian for 15 years or so and the  truth is very rarely havew I felt God at church. I don't think I've even met him there very often. I know He's there cause he lives in us but it's hard to describe. He will meet you and there's nothing like it. It's better than drugs. hang in there.

Can you ask Jewel if she might consider adding me ?

[bubbles1971]
2008-08-04 13:38:46

Today, maybe tomorrow..

((((((((((((((((((Beth))))))))))))) We are both going through the fire...But I have complete faith that HE IS going to bring us out the otherside and it will be a more Joyful place than we could have imagined.

     I'm sorry that things didn't go as you had hoped.  Crying or Very sad I'm sorry for your disappointment.

  Just remember that HE LOVES YOU DEARLY and so do I!

   Update again soon.

   Much Love and Many Prayers,

            Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-08-04 09:47:50

Today, maybe tomorrow.. maybe God has forgiven you already, maybe its you who dont forgive yourself. ask him to help you accept yourself knowing you are human and weak, but strong in faith. remember its believing and following him that you will love yourself again, become strong and regain self trust. remember all the sins have already been payed for, dont keep punishing urself thinkin u r the worse ever, u r simply human, while we live here, we r not sin-proof, thats why we need him close, so dont stop praying just because u dont feel worthy, on the contrary pray more so he hears ur cry and helps u. remember no matter what we ve done, if we pray and believe we will be forgiven. 'a father doesnt leave a child pleading, he might let him learn the lesson for a while, but then he will go rescue him'. im obviously not the best christian but i have been there before.[preciouse] 2008-08-04 09:27:15

Could I be hardwired as anxious? Jeweliet, if you read this, please consider adding me to you favorites.[bubbles1971] 2008-08-01 10:12:22

Could I be hardwired as anxious?

Looking,

We are all anxious about something, pray for peace that passes understanding. Satan definitely attacks us through our thoughts. the truth is that we are all inadequate, we all feel like we are not good enough. that's why Jesus came to rescue us mostly from ourselves. God loves you so much girl. I pray right now that the Father's love will overwhelm you to the point of crowding out the lies of  the enemy.

As for the guy, you insist on him treating you well. We are all afraid to be alone. Don't put up with dishonor, you deserve to be treated well and if he doesn't, he is not a person worth your heart. Bubbbles  

[bubbles1971]
2008-08-01 09:58:04

Pile of ironing

((((((((((((((((((Beth))))))))))) You are such a Blessing to me...such a bright and shining light...One that I have greatly needed! 

 I have felt your love and prayers streaming to me...and they have helped more than words can express! 

  You have brightened a dark path!  

    I thank YOU and I LOVE YOU!

 Praying that your weekend is FILLED with BLESSINGS!

  Looking forward to your next update!

   Love,

      Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-08-01 09:51:30

Pile of ironing

((((((((((((((((((Beth))))))))))) You are such a Blessing to me...such a bright and shining light...One that I have greatly needed! 

 I have felt your love and prayers streaming to me...and they have helped more than words can express! 

  You have brightened a dark path!  

    I thank YOU and I LOVE YOU!

 Praying that your weekend is FILLED with BLESSINGS!

  Looking forward to your next update!

   Love,

      Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-08-01 09:51:30

Pile of ironing

(((((((((((((Beth))))))))) You are soooo very beautiful and I love and appreciate you more than words can express...You are such a God-send and God is definately working and speaking through you! He's so very close to you and loves you so very dearly.

    He is not far away..I too went through a period where I couldn't feel His closeness- But we must practice trusting that He IS there at those times..as He has promised in His word to NEVER forsake us!

    Sooooo glad that you had a good time with friends and see that as the Blessing that it is! Go God! Go You!Mr. Green

 Know that I LOVE YOU DEARLY!,

            Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-07-31 10:02:55

Pile of ironing Hey Girl, I have been out of town for a few. God finds us, not us finding him. You just keep asking him in your heart and keep looking for him in real life. He'll find you. My own life is upsidedown. I'm out of work and scared of the future. he has a plan for each of us, he just doesn't let us in on it all the time. Satan is really working on your thoughts, just tell him out loud to get away from you in the name of Jesus. Read your Bible, it's your love letter from him to you. Chat at you later. [bubbles1971] 2008-07-30 15:11:04

Are you there?  Major hugs!!!!!!!!   Things will get better Dear One!  We will soon be smiling again! I love you tons![Jeweliet] 2008-07-28 10:02:54

Can I come home?

((((((((((((((((((((((((Beth))))))))))))) Thank YOU sooooooo much for including me in that beautiful prayer...It so touched my spirit and my heart that it made me teary...How desperately I needed THIS Prayer today! 

    I love you Dear Sister!,

          Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-07-25 09:04:59

is salvation a once in a lifetime deal?

   Oh Dear One...God IS NOT far from you!  Remember that He has promised to NEVER forsake us..and that we are the prodigal sons returning home...He IS celebrating your return..and I am celebrating as well!Smile

 Today is a Brand New day..a chance to start over...remember that His Mercies are NEW each morning!  He blesses us with another fresh start! YAY to the Heavens!!!

    You've not done too much...No one has done more that I have done! He has forgiven us! We ARE under GRACE.

     I love you soooooooo very much and KNOW that HE LOVES YOU EVEN MORE!Smile

 Have a blessed day!,

        Jewel

P.S. Remember to say your prayers...You are definately in mine!

[Jeweliet]
2008-07-23 11:56:28

encouragement needed on path to enlightenment.. Beth,
    I just wanted to say thanks for your comment on my post. It made me feel a little less alone. I rarely meet people who can sympathize with such an "ridiculous" outlook on things as other have put it. By the way I'm Meahgen.

[UncleMario]
2008-07-22 19:45:35

encouragement needed on path to enlightenment..

My Precious DearOne,

  Of course I would be right here beside you...I love you dearly- always have, always will!!! 

  I know that we can and WILL find our way TOGETHER to the place that God would have us be...we ARE on THE PATH!Smile Let us celebrate that! This is but the beginning of a new chapter for us both...I have the feeling the book will have a happy ending!Smile

   Update soon!

   I love you and am praying for you!,

                 Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-07-21 08:30:30

encouragement needed on path to enlightenment.. just wanted to comment on your diary. i feel you. i have been there awhile now. i had a very difficult time admitting to myself that the god i served was the god i made up for myself and then one day god didnt respond to me. i was not forced but circumsatnce led me to give up my ideas of who god is and was and find something new. it was the same god, the former god i served was judgmental, angry and waiting for me to mess up. the god i meet with now is loving, compassionate and waiting for me to invite him into my world. i had to admit that i couldn't do it on my own, any of it, much less find him. he finds us because he loves us and wants to have an intimate relationship with us. read psalm 107, it talks about finding rest in a dark cell, storm, affliction or where i am currently in the desert. god bless.[bubbles1971] 2008-07-20 16:36:03

encouragement needed on path to enlightenment..

(((((((((((Beth))))))))))))) Thank You for letting me know about this diary! 

   I'm here with you sweet sister- starting this new chapter in your journey...I will be here to offer comfort, unconditional love, encouragement and complete acceptance. 

   I'm not feeling like myself today...Neutral But this too shall pass...Perhaps when it does, I will have something of value to offer...For now, just take my hand and know that we ARE walking this path together!

   Know that I love you tons,

              Jewel

[Jeweliet]
2008-07-20 14:32:55


 
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